Your heart was dying fast and you didn't know what to do.

Heyyyy everyone (that reads my journals.)

I'm SO incredibly bored.

I'm watching Nitro Circus and I'm feeling very envious. I realized that other day that I have no talents Lmao I can't play a musical instrument, I can't do anything athletic, I can't even paint well (even though that's how I've been spending most of my time.)

It's very sad because even though I'm not talented in any of those catagories, I do all of those things anyways Lmao.

I'm starting to gauge my ears :O It's not too bad. I'm at a 10 right now. Lmao. I'm thinking I'll go up to a 6 but I kinda wanna go biggier. I dunno yet though :)

I made fun of all of my guy friends' facial hair the other day :) I just don't understand why a guy would grow a moustache but the hair would only be visible on the corners of his lip xP I find it funny :) Just thank Jesus that no shave November is overrr.

I got the most fantastical dress yesterday!!!! I'll upload pictures of it soon :)

So, how's everyone been??

I've got a painting I need to finish today :O

But I gotsta go to school soon :( I've been super busy lately.

Hit me up.

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ashtonnnnnnnnn

Yeah, that's how my days gonna be. I've been a vegetarian for about 6 years now. No turkey for meeeee. I've never liked it anyways, so it's no biggie :)

What am I thankful for....??

-My heath.-My family.-My home.-Music.-Nature.-Hair dye.-Art.-Everything I have :)

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Now for my updates....

No Chicago :(

Anyways, I've been painting all day today and all day yesterday. Any ideas of what I should paint??

I'm trying to find an awesome picture of a coy fish to base a painting off of but I'm not having any success.

I painted an anchor and a squid in some seaweed this morning. Pretty badass if you ask me. I'm no professional yet though. I won't be surprised if people end up telling me to put down the paint brush and pick up the camera again. But oh well. I don't even careeee.

I've gotta go to my grandparents house for Thanksgiving dinner today. The cool part about going there is that they usually have a meat substitute for me :) They're some of the few family I have that support my choice xP

I gotta figure out what I'm wearing today. I'm such a girl sometimessss.

I'm going shopping with my mom tomorrow. To all the people who are brave enough to venture out on black friday, may the force be with you.

Well, I think I'm gonna go paint some more.

Comment if you have any suggestions :D

Tell me what you're thankful for.

x to the o

ashtonnnnn

But I reallyyyy want this tattoo :D

It is love. :)

Anyways, I'm in such a bad mood right now it's not even funny but I really don't care. It's whatever. Today was just an extremely huge pile of shit kinda day.

FUCK.

Anyways, I just ate 2 pieces of cold pizza. That was the highlight of my day.

I'm done being a smartie now.

It's business time.

I think it's funny how Fall Out Boy has a "greatest hits" cd. Lmao

I'm going to see New Moon Friday night with my mum, Bethany, my brother, and his girlfriend. I'm kinda excited. Is that bad??

I'M SICK OF GUYS.

Why are almost all guys that I tend to like end up being DOUCHEBAGS??

Whoever has the answer to that question must be close to Jesus.

HOLY BALLS.

WHOSE BALLS?!!?

JESUS!

OR THE POPE!

OR QUITE POSSIBLY BUDDAH.

I love my friend Jesse. She can always cheer me up.

Anyways, how's everyone doing??

Hit me up.

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ashtonnnnn

Last night I dreampt that I went to Disney World with my friend Ryan and we were riding the tea cups and he barfed all over the Mad Hatter and he got pissed so we got kicked out O: It was a great dream though :D

I think I'm gonna dye my hair blonde (: I'm sick of people saying I have red hair. Because I used to and now it's all faded and gross looking. Should I????? Comment and tell me what you think (:

I got another comment on one of my pictures on MySpace that said I look like Hayley Williams O: That always shocks me cause I don't think I do xP

I'm pretty sureeee I'm about to go take a nap :D

Leave me nice things (:

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ashtonnnnnnnnnnnnn

But I made my Christmas list yesterday :) Yes, I still make a list. It's a tradition :) I don't put Dear Santa anymore though xP I stopped that last year LMAO

Oh gosh, I'm so dreading tomorrow :( My bestie isn't gonna be in town and I'll be at school and it's just not gonna be a good day. I can feel it. I've got some unsettled business to take care of. Plus I've gotta talk to a certain person of the male gender and see what's up with him :( Andddd I've got a Biology test that I'm so unprepared for......!

But oh well, I'll be fine. Hopefully xP If I come home tomorrow and I don't feel like too huge of a pile of poop, then we know it was a good day ;)

I'm eating Burger King :D Yummehhhhh :D

Anyways, Hit me up :)

Tell me what you've got going through your head right now xP Mine's about to explodeeeeeee.

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ashtonnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

Was such a blast :D

We got out of school early because the football game was wayyyy out of town so we stormed the little store down the street :D It was great.

:O I'm going to Chicago with Bethany! The girl that's on my back Hahaha

I'm so excited! We're going over Thanksgiving break :) :) :)  

Well, my life has been great recently :D How's everyone doing??

Hit me up :D

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ashtonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn